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Commission Special: Bookmark Chibis!

Useless journal just to stick in my new link to my commission special for bookmark chibi peoples because I am a SHAMELESS self-promoter.

Oh well I guess I can update on a few things.

UHHH been sick this week. Horribly. Severe stomach problems/pain and difficulty eating for the fact it going into falconpunch mode upon entering my organs. ;__; AND THE DOCTORS TELL ME I'M MAKING THIS UP LULZ. C8

I stayed in bed most of the day because of this tripe. ON A SATURDAY. :[ Anyway. Visiting my only doctor that doesn't think I'm crazy, my chiropractor, so maybe she can adjust my spine into alignment so my stomach quits having this flailing issue. But I thought I'd let you guys know about that hence why I've been quieter than usual. I ALSO HAVE A SORT OF IMPORTANT THING TO SAY.

I'm going to be scarce for about a month, for a few reasons. I want to focus on Black Dawn right now because I'm on the homestretch (as most of you know) and this is really important to me. Plus, let's face it--I'm spending too much time worrying about crap online lately. I think it's safe to say I should take a step back from everything and just...evaluate what I'm doing here. I love you guys a lot and you've all supported me an incredibly amount, but I really think I need to take a break from the online community for a bit. Meaning no uploads for a while. Sketches, paintings, nothing.

I'm also sort of going through an art crisis. I realized I'm in this rut, where I'm stuck believing what I'm doing is good enough. No, I want better. I want to improve. So I'm taking some time to myself to do that. I'm going to finish my commissions I've got left, and I am STILL taking any regular commissions along with ANY bookmark commissions. I can't afford not to take them right now. I'll still check for notes and such, but as for uploads, updates, and comment replies--I'll be scarce. I just need some time to go through some meditation over everything. Get myself together and get priorities in place. I've got a million things plus one to deal with right now, and I just need time to put this all in its place. I hope you guys understand, not that I've been around lately anyway lol. c8 This journal also goes for my other sites--Crosswind, LJ. I'm forcing myself to take a step back, but I think CW already knows that I'm absent as-is so there won't be much difference there.

P.S. About 3 weeks left until I graduate. Terrified here. My main concern is passing because for some reason I'm afraid my absences are going to affect me despite having a chronic sick ailment papers that exempt me from that. Call it an old habit.

P.P.S.
As a final note to my concerned friends about the situation at my home--I think I've concluded that I can't possibly move out by January, so I'm just going to suck it up and in the meantime continue hoarding every dollar I get until I CAN get out, which may not be until early or late fall next year. Still job-hunting. Still unsuccessful. BUT I WILL FIND SOMETHING EVENTUALLY.

..I hope.